Dec 31, 2006
bored.super bored.
so i shall blog.
it will be a boring post.naggy maybe.
but waddever.
since 2006 is ending soon.i thought i shld thanks some peox tad..
erm..is there all the while for me.
yupps.
thank you: (not in order of importance)
1. my family. both the real one and the 'fake?'
all my meiix.jiiex.korrs.daddy..blah
thanks for everything.
i noe i'm not a gd meiix/jiiex.
but..ya.forgive me if i'm wrong.
i love you guys.(:
2.all my friends.be it in sch or tuition frens
love u guys too.(:
3.himm.
erm.dunno wad to sae.
guess i still have to sae sorry.
and thanks for teaching me music.
realli.u made a diff in my life.
i still love like u.
and i wun forget all tad secrets and dreams.
u must jiayou too.
4.ermm..everyone bahx.
thanks for everything.
and my piano n cello.hahas.i totally absolutely love my piano n cello.
smiles people.tml is 1st jan.
loves.
Dec 30, 2006
denise is back.hahas
we talked for like 1 whole hour ystdae.
yupps.korea sounds like a nice place.
i'm jealous tad i din get a chance to go.
rahhs.
met karen in the morning
passed her my uniform.then i went back to again.
almost completed my hmwks.
i;m left with bits n pieces of here n ther.
yupps.
mavis-ed juz now wif viv meiis.
there is no phy class tml.yea(:
my mood is so much better now.
i'm happy n not thinking too much bout himm.
waddever.
gonna enjoy the last few daes of holidaes.
then i shall be ready to start 2007.
cos i'm already rotting at home.
i shall make a new year resolution.
and the top of the list is to watch DEATHNOTE2 (:
off to do some phy.
lalas.
Dec 28, 2006
我会试着不再想他
虽然 应该是做不到的
可是
现在回答
也好像太迟了
meeting tml..
have been trying to clear my hmwks..
cl almost done..
so i'm left with erm..
chem n maths..
waddver..
rotted at home e whole dae..
wasnt in e mood to do anything..
watched project superstar..
the guys' singing are quite ok.
but their dances are not nice..
bahhs..
denise will be back tml..
yupps.wanna watch death note 2.
and school's gonna start soon.
i will miss slping until 9 everydae..
rahhs.
i still miss himm.
Dec 26, 2006
Dec 24, 2006
Dec 22, 2006
meiis is going korea todae.
chatted a while jus now.
i'm going to miss her.
hope tad she has fun there.
MISSES.
got back old no de sim le.
yupps.my no din change peo.
had meeting juz now.
quite ok.i'm food ic.
hope tad e nite walk will be fun.hahas.
some huy came and changed my com's monitor.
its so small now.like 15 inch nia.
the old 1 used to 19 inch):
rahhs.its so small lah can.
then e sound dunno come out from where.
how am i going to watch my show??
urghh.
我要疯了 !!
hoping tad he will be online later.
as in online n not busy n will tok to me.):
dad went back todae.
why is today full of MISSES for me.
rahhs.
i dun like tis.
寂寞是不需要原谅的原谅
give me those daes back.
suddenly.i wish tad i'm back being a sec1/2 furl
cos those daes were the best.
at least.
i thought those daes.
i'm still too mature to think about stuffs.
but now.
i'm thinking too much le..
):
i saw loads of peo wif e same name as me.
i thought there wun be loads.
RAHHS
Dec 20, 2006
Dec 18, 2006
met sher.but she's late.
its ok though.
anyw.THANKS A LOT.
at least i still noe wads going n in clss.
trying to do some work now.
but kinda not in the mood.
feeling super RAHHS now):
no more late nites todae.
i shall be gd n do my work..
how i wish i can play tad brahms song.
n chopin.arghh.
boy.
i dun like tad.
some things dun nd a reason.
请别装作若无其事
请你停止
给你幸福快乐都是我的事
Dec 16, 2006
cant slp..
see kor's jap pic..lols
got snow de lor..like i'm so jealous can
tml tuition..
think i lag like siao le lor..
boy.
i like the way u sae its "we"
有人说
时间会让人淡化回忆
只要过了一点时间
我们会开始
慢慢忘记
那些过去
可是
如果哪个人
曾存在
你心一个很重要的位置
那么
就算过了很久
只要一眼
就能确定就是他
我想问
既然你能一眼认出我的背影
我是否 曾经
是一个在你心里很重要的人?
就算是曾经
我也会很满足
if can.of course i wan(:
'at least u smiled'
只要是因为你
我就会微笑
nd to catch some slp.
still toking to himm.
n kor.
yupps.i'm not so sad.
cos there's himm(:
back.
lost my hp there..
is like so sad lor..
cos tad hp kinda means a lot to me.
hmm.like lots of memories in it..so yeah.kinda sad..
but dad let me use his hp.i think..
so must give me ur hp no again..
cos i onli memorize some..
now become like so tan):
haiis.
boy.
tad saong.how i wish
it can be our song..
misses.
我多么想每一次的美丽 是因为你
Dec 13, 2006
haiis.bloggin at internet cafe in bali..
cos here quuite bored..
keep daydreaming..
yupps.is this sian..
then finally can use com..like so happy..
juz went to beach..
somewhere he wants to go..
and the sand is so hot..rahhs.
hmm.so fast use 23 mins le..
msn-ed himm..hahas
so i can weiis himm for todae onli..
lols.n he keep bish-ing me..
which obviously i dunno wad lang is tad..
yupps.gtg le..or not sure v ex..
and that stupid guy..arghh.
lols.
boy.
i miss everything..
even the simplest thing like msn-ing u..
Dec 9, 2006
came back for 1 dae.then going off again.
yupps.so now blogging in the airport.
went kbox wif denise ystrdae.
karen cant make it. ):
then at kbox sing lots of feilunhai songs.
like aidao n chaoxihuanni. (:(:
after tad went to e student mart thing to collect denise sch u.
but not open.haiis.
a wasted trip.but also nvm lah.
cos i dun wan so earli go back.
then eat le.use a while com jiu slp.
tad stupid kor.so late then sms me.lols
boy.
i like it the way u pei me.
even if it means nt slping.
but i shall be a god url.
i shallnt wake u up.
let u slp more.
hahas.(:
maybe one dae.
i will pei himm
go to tad place.
byes all.will miss ya(:
more pics when i come back again
Dec 2, 2006
10 things i will miss:
-family(as in meiis.kors.jies.daddy..blah) n friends
-my piano n cello
-speaking el(think everyone there speaks cl)
-rotting at home
-using com the whole day
-msn-ing n sms-ing
-my bed.pillow.blah.
-taking hours to shower
-waking up at 10 in the morning
-weirdly, doing homework,revising, mugging at nite
basically everything.
except for one.
my neighbours realli LOUD music.bleah
registered for mavis nxt year.
will be missing loads.
dunno can catch up or not..
haiis.
千年之恋
something new tad i like
guess i'm starting to like
a little rock.
haiis.realli becoming so not myself
boy.
remember back then
u'll wait until i came back
even if its late at nite.
and those sms-es
even when u noe i'm not here.
i realli miss those.
i guess.
its a goodbye then.
Dec 1, 2006
got back my specs.
ya.basically did nth.
mugging at nite
kor going jap todae.
n i was sleeping when he sms-ed me.
n it will be my turn 2 daes later.
did e packing n stuff.
feeling sad.dunno y..
haiis.
i wan tad book badly.
hope got time for me to find it..
boy.
i dun like it when u dun reply back
mayb its time to let go.
mayb its not.
was thinking loads bout e past in e bus.
suddenly felt so guilty.
u noe.like hurting u tad bad.
if tad song wasnt composed..
Nov 30, 2006
watched HAPPY FEET
and the music was pretty much v.great.
yes.tis gurl is happy when there is good music.
went to buy pretzel to sneak into e cinema(:
actually wanted to hav jap for lunch.
but it was damn ex.):
ended up at village.but its ok cos its nice.
yupps.e lunch was ok.and the price is also ok.
wahahahs.
then went to HMV.
see that plastic tree thing.
its even more ex can?!
67 bucks for 1 cd):
haiis.
i shall ask himm to send me.
3(or izzit 4) more daes.
dunno to be happy or sad.
sometimes i juz cant bear leaving spore..
or izzit himm?
waddever
boy
你开心
我就开心
sometimes i wonder y
talking to u
makes me feel so happy..
i guess
i'll miss u
Nov 29, 2006
AND THE PACKING STARTS (:
yes.but i'm too lazy.
someone tell me how cold is 20degrees?
can i wear skirts?can i wear my tanks n tubes??
will i freeze??
haiis.waddever.i shall but more jackets if i'm cold.
but i wan more off-shoulders n turtlenecks(:
karen is back(:
waited for denise in e morning wif karen n nicholas.
yupps.she is lost.
then she cabbed to hihs so we went sch w/o her
think near hm there got accident or something.
and karen bought me a sleeveless from bangkok
she must have bought loads LOADS of clothes.
hahas(:
brought back my cello.
hmm.i can hug it to slp.
yes.my cello shall be my love.
going watch movie tml wif van.
woots.so can shun bian buy things i nd for e trip.
i'm hoping for jap(again) n pretzels..
yupps.
will be spending bombs tml.
waddever(:
boy.
u said jrock is ur love
if can
i wan to be jealous
but i shall not.
because
thats e reason why
i let u go
i will miss u
hoping to find tad for u
Nov 28, 2006
went cp in e morning.
did my hmwk.
like finished a n emaths (:
yupps.rotting now.
i feel like going shopping.
i nd off-shoulders(: n jean shorts(:
hahas.
juz now my house there got fireworks.
dunno celebrating wad.
yupps.i shall do bio now.
//i was asked if i want to be a doctor or a lawyer.
i said lawyer.
maybe i'm selfish.
maybe i'm realistic.
maybe a lawyer earns more than a doctor.
but yeah.waddever.
i mean.tads not my goal in life.
realli.
i juz wan
to be wif music all the time
even my job.
a songwriter maybe.?
HOW I WISH.(: //
kinda addicted to e song 任性 its nice.
boy.
i nd more of ur weird expressions(:
met him at library.
but i dunno who is he.juz find him cute(:
说真的
我羡慕他的单纯
我嫉妒他
可以什么都不懂
什么都不管
什么都不理会
什么也不会心痛
天真
好想不要长大 :D
at esplanade tad dae wif daddy. its nice juz listening to music n doing nth. besides.i found his fav(mayb used -to-be fav) song i'll remember e 9 pks of chilli sauce. wahahas(:(:
Nov 27, 2006
piano-ed.kaes.brahms not tad diif(:
yupps.my chopin...gosh.i still dunno how to play.
then went amk there go do my spec.
now nd to wear the old 1.):
arghh.
then lunched at 3.
bought currypuff(: the nice 1
yupps.went back
mum is in a gd mood.
ya.so its like quite ok going out wif her.
dun tok to himm):
Nov 26, 2006
msn-ing himm.ya.
dunno.i feel kinda weird.
wif himm helping me n stuff.
boy.
like u cant dun listen to mandopop
or dun realli listen to mandopop.
or mayb u can
promise me.
as long as its music.
everything will be fine.
ya.music.MUSIC.
cos tads our promise right from the start.
nth else.juz music
cos music is you.
which is y i can choose to believe
cos its u
yupps.dun break tis promise.
ps. dun worry.plastic tree is nice(:
noisy.like wads happening?
all tad percussions.):
n tad noisy neighbour of mine.
u think i like ur song??wth
did chem.went popular.
ya.n rot at home.
now at 6th episode le(:
yes.i love tad show.
boy.
i miss u.
i hope u can read my mind.
"i'll do anything.to make u appear in my bream.
i love u so much."
u sure have forgiven me hard enough.so much so tad i'll become
part of u.
i kinda miss going bc todae..
yupps.miss those daes when we crap.
n go late for classes.
went shopping.
hahas.
piano tml(:
Nov 25, 2006
hmm.havent blog for like...2 daes?
waked up earli for some checkup.nd to go again 6months later):
nth much.
now tad bro is away.e hse become like sooo quite.it can be scary
yupps.hence my slpless nites.
wanted to go out wif denise but cant):
i guess peo do change.
i cant sae if its a gd thing or a bad thing.
but i noe that we will nvr be the same again.
some things are juz meant to be left untouched.
so that when u think bout those time
they will be nice n perfect
flawless.
boy.
u said u will be there
n i din doubt u at all.
knowing tad u care is enough
realli
i dun ask for more.
suddenly i juz dunno wad to sae to u
i juz wan tis kind of feeling to cont'
cos its nice having u by my side
to wad extent am i willing ot love u?
can i love u tad much?
enough to let u go?
i dunno.
cos i'm too selfish to let u go.
so u shall always be here.
Nov 23, 2006
not a v good dae.the morning was ok.but the evening wasnt
morning went for music lesson.then go esplanade wif daddy.
find scores.daddy photocopied chopin's variation in d maj.
dunno if i wan to play e secondo.
cos i dun think i can do a good job.
came back at bout 3.
parents quarelling.
then everyone become moody.
i also no mood to do work.
then me n my bro was in my room the whole time.
i dun wanna hear anymore screaming n shouting. ):
tis is not wad i wan.
boy.
u din break tad promise.
tads gd enough.
but i kinda realli nd you now.
tis kind of situation.
i dun think i can make it.
realli.
u will be there wont u?
but i dun wan to bother u alot.
i now i did.
u're always listening to me.
even if ur prob are more than mine.
u will keep it.n still console me.
i like it the way it is.
i hope it wun change.
nd u badly.
juz tad badly.
tis gurl is not as strong as u imagined.
Nov 21, 2006
kboxed.then went ps for neoprints.
yupps.then walked around.
decided to watch a movie.
so we watched 007.
quite a long show.thought e movie was going to end when its onli the begining of..
erm.like betrayal stuff.
quite nice.
梁山伯与茱丽叶.a super nice song.(:
love it so much.think we played like 3times at kbox.
yupps.got v high when singin zhiyou.hahas.
boy.
how much more am i willing to give?
how long more can i wait?
我愿意付出一切
只为换回你
i'm still waiting.1 more dae.
dun dissapoint me.
难道是你不懂我的心?
the reason y i woke up at 3 is because of u.
the reason of my sleepless nitez is u.
the reason for all tad smiles is u.
the reason for me to believe in eternity is u.
the reason for everything is still u.
kbx-ing later(:
cant slp ystrdae.woke up at 3am.
shoots.then slpt at 5am):
becoming panda.
juniors are off to chalet.
i'm bored.
boy.
i'm starting to be v dependent on u.
i'm starting to miss u more every dae.
i dunno y.i cant seem to stop.
ya.i noe we will be hurt again.
i noe i was wrong e other time.
but.ya.cant u like dun help me so readily.
it'll make me even more guilty.
like i nvr hurted u before.
boy.forgive me.
maybe one dae.
we will write 属于我们的歌
kinda hope tad will happen.
kinda want to be ur gurl again.
boy.i nd u by my side.
to tell me everything will be alrite.
to tell me u will be there.
to ask me to rest well.
ya.tad song.
loves
Nov 20, 2006
went van hse to study.
but chatted most of the time.
ya.she's a gd fren(:
till rotting at hme.cos i'm not in a mood to do hmwk
bleah.new chem stuff haven do.
watched CLICK.
quite nice.makes me so emo.wadever
going kbox tml wif mei.(:
boy.
i'll still wait.
cos i still love u.
but tad will not be for long.
cos i'm starting
not to believe in
eternity.
Nov 19, 2006
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY(:(:(:
hahas.sms-ed himm. :D
its like 10 over sms but realli made my dae.
yupps.he's still tad sweet.
muahas.
boy.
keep your promise.
be there like u sae u will.
cos every little sweetness
will realli make me happy
and make it real worth for
waiting all these while.
yupps.cheers.
sarangheyo(:
Nov 18, 2006
haiis.rotting at home.
went to cut my hair in e morning.then go hm library to collect my bk.
went home.slp-ed
da-bao fd for dinner cos no-one is cooking):
then watched tv.rot.
so sian..cant concentrate on doing my hmwk.
not a very good dae.
tis room is too stuffy.crap.
in my dreams.i still see u.
yupps.i still miss u and stuff.but it doesnt matter anymore.
cos i still believe u will be there when i need u.
juz like any other time(:

my love.hahas.
DENISE + STEPUP made my dae.(:
co-ed in the morning.we are late again.
cos denise wanted to return bks at library,so we went there before going co.
then we saw butterfly went we are walking up to co room :/
yupps.so denise thought of an excuse.
george bush went pass punggol.and so we are late.
cos he also went pass tampiness n sk.
like tat then those at hougang will all be late.hahas.lols
then watched step up wif denise.
karen cant go.cos her dad dun allow.sad
so after co went to somerset there.walked to cathaycl
ate bk then took neos(:(:
went to 4th n 5th level to find the cinema.
turned out its in 6th level.lols
so we are late for like 10 mins n missed e first part.
but its ok.cos nth much happened.
yupps.STEPUP is a nice nice show
the dance was fabulous.i love it
too bad karen din watch.
then went to taka.e children section is so damn nice.
denise is strawberry(:
we will go there again when we watch death note2.hahas
mrt-ed back.denise stopped at wrong station.
my blur meiix. :p
dunno if she can sneaked here tonite.lols
anyw.A HAPPY DAE AGAIN.
whole family except me is going to vietnam.
yupps.so i can do all i wan.hahas.
gonna trim my hair.and go find cd later.yupps.
LALAS(:
Nov 16, 2006
on a crazy dae.tis crazy gurl decided to wear a dress.
i declare myself officially MAD.
gosh!cant believe i wear a dress.lols
went co on wed.then halfway went for music.
its quite fun.mrs tay let us c e new syllabus n stuff.
then got music writing hmwk.
after that went sakae-ing wif van.then to esplanade to find scores.
went to some art shop at taka.its big n tempting.
cos got lots of cute stuff.even e tissue papers are so nice.
i think buy le also wun wan to use.cos too nice le.
then bought pretzel again.tis time is choco mint(:
then went to hereen HMV to buy haydn
listened to some parts.but like so-so only
i still like new world symphonies.
romantic music n timpani is my new love.
went for chem todae.late for 30 mins.lols
then got el lesson.quite ok.
bio was cancelled.mrs ganesan cant make it.
think our class bio v lagged behind):
i dun wanna die nxt year.
so we were released super earli.
went for breakfast-cum-lunch at mac wif van.
yupps.fillet w/o cheese.
so nice(:
bused home.went to watch death note again.
cos i dun feel like doing assignment.
3essays due tml.i dun like tis.
wear dress.lols.must have went out of my mind :P

sakae-ed wif van(: i juz cant resist good food(:
yupps.bad 鸭子stole e lion's mane.its somewhere near esplanade
juz like tis design.
how i wish i'm 3-8yrs old.then can watch tis.lols.






some a cute gingerbread.hahas
失去 是得到的开始
得到 却是失去的开始
sometimes.its about letting go.
MEIIS. STEP UP TML.YEAH(:(:
Nov 14, 2006
mugged a while.ate caramel raisin pretzel(:
went library n borrowed tons of comics.
came back home n rot.
watched tv from 7-9.which is like 2 hrs.i nvr watch for more then 1 hr
shoots.i shall mug some more late.
tml going co n music elec.
then gonna eat n library wif van(:
planning wad to eat tml.
mayb jap(again..but its ok.cos jap food are nice)
i'm getting fat.boos):


Nov 13, 2006
(: i'm a happi gurl.
(: i'm a happi gurl.
met up wif my cher at 12.
then she treated sakae.
yupps.its nice.wif all e claypot n spicysour soup.
i made vanessa jealous.lols (:
then walked to esplanade.
spend dunno how many hours at e library.
gosh.e library is v big wif lots of scores.
n i saw pop song cds there.but they are NOT FOR LOAN):
then wads e point??
after tad went to millenia walk?haiyah.frget wads e name
then when to tad music place to find harmony stuff.
yupps.then cher reserved room for prac.its 90 bucks.
tads v ex..
after tad wanted to go home.but had a craving for sweet stuff.
so went to orchard to buy papa beard choco foundant(dunno how to spell)
its like so chocolate lor.and its sweet(:
reached home at like 6.upload pic.bathe.dinner
at dinner,i'm bored.so i made a smiley face in my carrot.lols
hmm.i should do some work tonite.
its a nice dae.and i'm happy.
THANKS MS WU (:(:
i shall not have a stead now.
cos i shld be preparing for my O
but i noe tad if its himm
tis promise is gonna be broken.again.
its like i noe i'm going to get hurt.
but i'm still willing to get hurt.
juz because of himm.
ya himm.
cos long before.its already ALL ABOUT YOU(:
boy.u made me wan to fall in love.

the food.(:
the seafood claypot rice thingy.its nice.
finished everything.i love good food(:
the teddy bear shop at esplanade.
can costumize ur own bear.its like so nice lor.
someone buy me one.lols(:
exhibition at esplanade.tis looks like lovers dancing(:
how sweet.
who is he?the photo frame folder? took tis quite ancient bus back to city hall
a smilling carrot(:
Nov 12, 2006
haiis.moodswing ystd.mayb too stressed le.
juz thinking bout nxt year O's will drive me mad
went tuition.quite fun.
played a (quite lame)game.v funny.
then went home to slp.
bored.cos i dun wanna study.
reading my previous blog.which is like 1 yr ago.
then i saw everything.
n i rememnered everything
2709
tad dae.he is mine.
but not anymore.
it is juz so hard to let himm go.
waddever.but i juz miss himm so.
sometimes i still see u in my dreams.
i hope u will still be there
如果有一天
让我看见你和别的女孩
我该怎么办?
还是好想你
Nov 11, 2006



Nov 10, 2006
wad a dae
bridging-ed.
lunch-ed.denise's mum treat us Thai Express.e food is nice.but the bill came up to 74plus bucks!
so pai-seh.cos i came late n they have to wait for me eat finish.
but THANKS DENISE'S MUM ANYW(:
openhouse cancelled.i'm pissed off.cos i took like 30min to arrange the chairs.n my effort went dow nthe drain.pissed off.
CO set piece come out le.dun look to diff.but cello part is challenging.which is good(i dunno)
tml going to open house again.yupps.conducting for 1 song.
missed 2 lessons.haiis.
u juz dunno how badly i nd a gd grade.
i cant dissappoint anyone.i do have to make a choice.
but sometimes.u juz wun understand.
so wad if i hav high expectations.?
i shall do wad i think is rite for me.
so offence though.
meiis.looking forward to going out wif u guys again(:
meeting for breakfast tml.
hope nth goes wrong.its a public performance(sort of)
so BEST WISHES FOR HICO(:
Nov 9, 2006
cl compre passage

Nov 8, 2006
can someone buy me lollipop?

Nov 7, 2006
random pic-edited
new blog! (:
lalas.a new blog cos i'm too lazy to do work.juz feel like rotting.
i did do some hmwk.but i dun seem to finish. :
40 elearn hmwk.-rahhs-
bridgin-programmed tis morning.
hist is getting more chim n i'm even more lost.
did a little chem 'prac'.my end product for a certain reactn looks like grape(as in e drink)
wq asked me to drink.lols.
yupps.end sch feeling tired n stuff.went home.
mum asked me to help her bring down some stuff and
I SAW HIMM.(juz his back.but it doesnt matter)
the thing is.i dun think he bian huai.
he's still tad perfect to me(waddver.but stil..)
hahas.then i went back wif this weird feeling.cant do work so i slept.
i see a change in them.y cant things just be the same?
i cant help it but i juz dun like it.
another long dae tml.
Let me see himm again.tis time i wanna talk to himm(:
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